A traumatic moment

It's hard to tell,
What is within me.
I felt,
Life's so hard to live.
It really is tiresome.
It really is hurtful.

I selfishly seek some joy,
That lasted only for a few minutes...
All of a sudden,
Like a flash of a lightning,
It comes 'sorrow"
Still hopelessly,
I am......
Yearning so much ,
To bring back my smile.

I fall into an abyss of darkness.
I don't know where it all started
It isn't easy for me.
I'v no shoulder to cry to...
I stand confused...
What should i do???

It's so harsh,
They shoot there arrows at me,
From every direction.

I'v no where to turn.
I can't hold it any more,
When it's my loved ones...
Who don't realize what there words could do to me.
They never forgive each other.

My heart's a hollow tree now...

With a million tears,
I turn to Allah.
" Ya Allah , please help me"