A traumatic moment

It's hard to tell,
What is within me.
I felt,
Life's so hard to live.
It really is tiresome.
It really is hurtful.

I selfishly seek some joy,
That lasted only for a few minutes...
All of a sudden,
Like a flash of a lightning,
It comes 'sorrow"
Still hopelessly,
I am......
Yearning so much ,
To bring back my smile.

I fall into an abyss of darkness.
I don't know where it all started
It isn't easy for me.
I'v no shoulder to cry to...
I stand confused...
What should i do???

It's so harsh,
They shoot there arrows at me,
From every direction.

I'v no where to turn.
I can't hold it any more,
When it's my loved ones...
Who don't realize what there words could do to me.
They never forgive each other.

My heart's a hollow tree now...

With a million tears,
I turn to Allah.
" Ya Allah , please help me"

A Light Note

Huffing and puffing,
Rattling and clattering,
Giggling and goggling,
The train began to move,
The long red beast,
A gigantic machine,
Breathing tons of fumes,
And making a huge noise.

Runs haply around,
The hills and mountains. 
Evergreen forests and pure waterfalls.
Carrying passengers and,
Goods,
All country round,
Both back and forth.
Going through the wild,
Giving a fresh aroma of,
Mother Nature.
Going through the,
Civilized concrete cities,
Giving the aroma of,
A massive human blunder,
Pollution....
It exhibits the truth of,
Industrialization.
Forgetting that SHE,
Herself is an outcome of that,
Revolution.

 A meak old man,
Hops out into a station,
A quiet small village station.
He struggled with two white bags,
Dancing like a drunkard....
A moment i chided him.

"Hello old friend, you have got these heavy bags today, too"
Called out another old chap.
And tapped his shoulders.
"Yes i have, but still i have to take care of my old wife.
And since recently a terrible pain has grown in my leg.
It hurts a lot...i almost trip"
"Don't worry i'll help you" said the other.
"Thank you...After all i'm just like this old train" he smiled.